3 hours of long lunch, the non-stop laughing session with the crazy 2 bimbos equals to a fun day ;)
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Of Desserts
3 hours of long lunch, the non-stop laughing session with the crazy 2 bimbos equals to a fun day ;)
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Like A Pyramid
Been a while I haven't blogged.I just don't know what to blog anymore these days.I prefer to just let the thoughts run in my mind for a while.Anyways, to my darling,darling cousin of mine, the gorgeous Miss Farina, a very happy birthday. Had fun with all the girls at Changkat last night, not to mention the hilarious sleepover at Tok Mak's. I love my Lits Bimbos! :)
On the downside of today, it's the "supposedly" 3 fucking years anniversary. To some of you who reads this post, maybe you get the idea what I'm talking about,obviously. Good to know, I distracted myself the whole day and someone made me smile today, so yeah fortunately for me it didn't occur that much to me. Just the fact that Farina's birthday falls on the same fucking date as that one. Let it be man. I don't deserve to even think about all this. ;)
Anyways. Just found out that I gotta be Eein's bridesmaid for her wedding in July! It's the first time for me being one. Luckily a few of my housemates are the bridesmaids as well, so okay sikit la. Gotta think of what design shall be done for the kain Eein is giving! Hmm.
Off to Cotton On to see Miya then to Arel's bbq. Chalos.
On the downside of today, it's the "supposedly" 3 fucking years anniversary. To some of you who reads this post, maybe you get the idea what I'm talking about,obviously. Good to know, I distracted myself the whole day and someone made me smile today, so yeah fortunately for me it didn't occur that much to me. Just the fact that Farina's birthday falls on the same fucking date as that one. Let it be man. I don't deserve to even think about all this. ;)
Anyways. Just found out that I gotta be Eein's bridesmaid for her wedding in July! It's the first time for me being one. Luckily a few of my housemates are the bridesmaids as well, so okay sikit la. Gotta think of what design shall be done for the kain Eein is giving! Hmm.
Off to Cotton On to see Miya then to Arel's bbq. Chalos.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
A reason to smile, for now =)
Mr Adorable asked for my msn address and we've been chatting for 3 nights in a row :) He's so comel laa. But haih. Cannot cross the line though, I gotta have limitations due to some reasons. But he puts a smile to my face mannnnnnnnnn. We'll surely hello hello bye bye next semester okay, as what we've agreed.hehe.
Anywho, I'm off to Cherating this Wednesday to start off the 2 months semester break! Finally!!! A vacation, even though I'm quite broke at the mo. So whaaaaaaaaaaat. Life's short, live it! hehe. Gonna be there for 3 days 2 nights with the babes. Ana and Fetty, this is our first trip ever!! Excited pulak.hehe.
Adios lovelies, see you again soon, and happy holidays to those of you who are having one =) xoxo.
Anywho, I'm off to Cherating this Wednesday to start off the 2 months semester break! Finally!!! A vacation, even though I'm quite broke at the mo. So whaaaaaaaaaaat. Life's short, live it! hehe. Gonna be there for 3 days 2 nights with the babes. Ana and Fetty, this is our first trip ever!! Excited pulak.hehe.
Adios lovelies, see you again soon, and happy holidays to those of you who are having one =) xoxo.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Sunday, May 2, 2010
A Long-Term One? Hmm.
Okay. Lemme get this straight. Yeah,I do admit ( yes yes I'm being honest here)
That the crush that I've been having and still having it till now (more of less)..will be for quite a while I guess? (Oh God!)
It somehow is embarrassing to even admit this sorta thing, you know.
But so what. He used to know about it. And he took it okay. Haha.
Why why why why do I somehow still like him even if I have liked,loved,liked other guys again but yet somehow it always falls on him at the end of the day?
And sometimes, without me even realizing it! O em geeeeeeeeeeee.
This is so not funny. Seriously. :(
Long-term crush. haih.
*2 papers to go and I'm free like a bird. I can do this baby!
;;;;; on the other hand,reading this post again, I don't think so it's gonna be a long-term one. It's slowly fading away.haha. Which is a good thing now :)
That the crush that I've been having and still having it till now (more of less)..will be for quite a while I guess? (Oh God!)
It somehow is embarrassing to even admit this sorta thing, you know.
But so what. He used to know about it. And he took it okay. Haha.
Why why why why do I somehow still like him even if I have liked,loved,liked other guys again but yet somehow it always falls on him at the end of the day?
And sometimes, without me even realizing it! O em geeeeeeeeeeee.
This is so not funny. Seriously. :(
Long-term crush. haih.
*2 papers to go and I'm free like a bird. I can do this baby!
;;;;; on the other hand,reading this post again, I don't think so it's gonna be a long-term one. It's slowly fading away.haha. Which is a good thing now :)
Monday, April 26, 2010
Don't screw this up please!
I think I did quite bad for my Jurisprudence paper just now.Like wtf, seriously! I don't know what I babbled on the paper, main goreng aja. Geez. I think I'm screwed over this one. Shittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. :( Great. Now I'm not in the mood just because of this bloody paper! God please help me go through this with lots of patience. Please. Hitting the gym tonight, starting a healthy regime with the cousins! I wanna look good! haha.
xx.
xx.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
In Each Tear, There's A Lesson
In each tear
There's a lesson,
Makes you wiser than before
Makes you stronger than you know
In each tear
Brings you closer to your dreams
No mistake, no heartbreak
Can take away what you're meant to be
*Courtesy of Mary J. Blige's new song, Each Tear. Seriously, you bring many beautiful messages through your songs.
For a woman, who carries her tears like a jewellery.
There's a lesson,
Makes you wiser than before
Makes you stronger than you know
In each tear
Brings you closer to your dreams
No mistake, no heartbreak
Can take away what you're meant to be
*Courtesy of Mary J. Blige's new song, Each Tear. Seriously, you bring many beautiful messages through your songs.
For a woman, who carries her tears like a jewellery.
A-d-o-r-a-b-l-e please?
How ni. He's so adorable lah. Too cute to handle! Help me!!
Hahahahaha. dammit.
Hahahahaha. dammit.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Work It, Kourt!
I love how Kourtney looks in this picture. Edgy yet sexy at the same time. The kinda look I'm lovin at the moment! And those Christian Louboutin fringe booties! To die forrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Just love this petite lady and her other two gorgeous sistas! Picture courtesy of officialkourneyk.celebuzz.com :) Tres jolie indeed, Kourtney Kardashian!
Never Knew I Needed
Being single and clean from any flings and scandals makes me feel carefree. I used to think that having those can be fun once in a while. Although I'm not that kinda person naturally,but yeah,that kinda mentality. But somehow when I thought hard about it, it somehow ain't as good as it is. Yeah, it feels great, but just for a while. Just a while. I'm looking for the real thing. A real, secured relationship. Yeah, it does sound cliche I know, but that's just how it goes for me. I go the traditional way, of a guy liking a girl, and vice versa. And start having something real from there. No faking stuff. What matters is how we both construct the relationship, the good and the bad, go through with it together and everything.
It's hard to find a guy that I am super comfortable with and whom I can just be myself whenever I'm around him. A different kinda feeling when being with a guy you truly like. It's hard to express,really.Guy friends are different,obviously .So yeah, that's the reason why I'm stating it now I guess. So maybe the conclusion is that (well I've discovered this long enough to know that I still am like this,haha) it is quite difficult for me to simply like a guy just like that. Some girls can do it. Some don't. Well I think I'm in the "don't" area. Maybe that's just me. Scratch that, being a jual mahal and all. Far from it. I guess I really do take it seriously when it comes to this matter. It's about love. Come on. Love comes in different meanings,yes, but this love,a unique, indescribable feeling of being in love with a man who means the world to you. You can't get that in the streets. You can't get it anywhere on the go. But somehow when the it comes, it feels like the world is spinning around, it's like having this bizarre yet calming feeling to it.
There's no definition in being in love. It just falls into place once you've met someone who really makes you feel at ease, regardless of any situation in your life. Regardless. Experiencing love may be ugly and beautiful at the same time. But I do believe that love is just what it is, to each and everyone of us. It is how it is, it's supposed to be like "that", being different to all the couples in the world. You define your own kinda love, and it blends to just the both of you, and no one else matters. There's absolutely no need of you to justify your love to everyone else. They don't understand it like you do. And so, love is what it is.
As for now, I think being single is definitely a great feeling for me. No hopes, no expectations. Nothing. And that's how it's supposed to be for me now I guess.
It's easy to fall in love with someone. But it takes forever to know what love really,really means.
It's hard to find a guy that I am super comfortable with and whom I can just be myself whenever I'm around him. A different kinda feeling when being with a guy you truly like. It's hard to express,really.Guy friends are different,obviously .So yeah, that's the reason why I'm stating it now I guess. So maybe the conclusion is that (well I've discovered this long enough to know that I still am like this,haha) it is quite difficult for me to simply like a guy just like that. Some girls can do it. Some don't. Well I think I'm in the "don't" area. Maybe that's just me. Scratch that, being a jual mahal and all. Far from it. I guess I really do take it seriously when it comes to this matter. It's about love. Come on. Love comes in different meanings,yes, but this love,a unique, indescribable feeling of being in love with a man who means the world to you. You can't get that in the streets. You can't get it anywhere on the go. But somehow when the it comes, it feels like the world is spinning around, it's like having this bizarre yet calming feeling to it.
There's no definition in being in love. It just falls into place once you've met someone who really makes you feel at ease, regardless of any situation in your life. Regardless. Experiencing love may be ugly and beautiful at the same time. But I do believe that love is just what it is, to each and everyone of us. It is how it is, it's supposed to be like "that", being different to all the couples in the world. You define your own kinda love, and it blends to just the both of you, and no one else matters. There's absolutely no need of you to justify your love to everyone else. They don't understand it like you do. And so, love is what it is.
As for now, I think being single is definitely a great feeling for me. No hopes, no expectations. Nothing. And that's how it's supposed to be for me now I guess.
It's easy to fall in love with someone. But it takes forever to know what love really,really means.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Mary J. Blige is Love
I'm a sucker for R&B songs, always have been and always will. And I think one of the most kick-ass female R&B singers to date is of course Mary J. Blige. Although previously I wasn't really a big fan of hers, especially during her younger years,but somehow she started to get better and better year by year. I personally think she's a tough cookie herself, and I think she delivers well in most of her love/break-up songs. One sexy chick I tell you. And yes, a girlpower at heart. I'm indeed in awe over your credibility in singing wholeheartedly in most of your meaningful songs, Mary. Respect,respect! Black singers will always top it all off. Majority of them, that is. If any of you have the time to listen to her songs, please listen to this one especially : I Am . Fantastic.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Razorblade
Breathe in, breathe out.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
And now you know the truth,
You just gotta let go all of it.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
And now you know the truth,
You just gotta let go all of it.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Yuck yuck yucky yuck yuck
An annoying and fucked up dream I had while sleeping just now.
Yuck. Tu la you Syaza, cakap lagi pasal that bitch, and your sister was absolutely right.Jangan nak cakap benda-benda yang tak worth it to be talked about nanti somehow you'll sorta dream about it.
This is SHITTY man. Yuck again and again and again.
Yuck. Tu la you Syaza, cakap lagi pasal that bitch, and your sister was absolutely right.Jangan nak cakap benda-benda yang tak worth it to be talked about nanti somehow you'll sorta dream about it.
This is SHITTY man. Yuck again and again and again.
Mount Ego, anyone?
Guys have balls, yes I am truly aware of that.
But they just don't have "balls" in expressing how they really feel,most of the times. The egoistic behaviour that is higher than Mount Everest ( if there's a higher mountain than the Everest, it's unbeatable by Mount Ego, definitely). URGH.
But they just don't have "balls" in expressing how they really feel,most of the times. The egoistic behaviour that is higher than Mount Everest ( if there's a higher mountain than the Everest, it's unbeatable by Mount Ego, definitely). URGH.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Got Wisdom?
Got this from a really cool website. Hilarious yet has a deep meaning to it
*Never hold on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.
*End discrimination, hate everybody.
*The function of wisdom is to discriminate between good and evil.
*A drunk's words are a sober's thoughts.
*Getting into a relationship is like getting into a pool; test the water and get in slowly, otherwise you're left cold and everyone around you gets hit with a splash of your emotional drama.
*When you get sad,stop being sad and be awesome instead (hell yeahhhh!)
*Don't be upset you're not photogenic; that only means that someone is hotter in photos than they are in person
*When you want something you never had, you need to do something you’ve never done.
*Everybody fucks shit up every once in a while
*Don't judge a book by its movie
*Just because she likes the same bizarro crap you do, doesn't mean she's your soulmate! (hahahahaha!)
*You shouldn't have to "play it cool" around someone you like. If they don't like your spazzy neurotic self, they aren't WORTH it.
*Never hold on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.
*End discrimination, hate everybody.
*The function of wisdom is to discriminate between good and evil.
*A drunk's words are a sober's thoughts.
*Getting into a relationship is like getting into a pool; test the water and get in slowly, otherwise you're left cold and everyone around you gets hit with a splash of your emotional drama.
*When you get sad,stop being sad and be awesome instead (hell yeahhhh!)
*Don't be upset you're not photogenic; that only means that someone is hotter in photos than they are in person
*When you want something you never had, you need to do something you’ve never done.
*Everybody fucks shit up every once in a while
*Don't judge a book by its movie
*Just because she likes the same bizarro crap you do, doesn't mean she's your soulmate! (hahahahaha!)
*You shouldn't have to "play it cool" around someone you like. If they don't like your spazzy neurotic self, they aren't WORTH it.
Sheenot
I miss you Shareena Aleeya Saiful.
I know we haven't been keeping in touch lately.
But let's do something fun after the finals okay baby!
Mwahs. xoxo
I know we haven't been keeping in touch lately.
But let's do something fun after the finals okay baby!
Mwahs. xoxo
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
You think you know
A little bit about myself.Haha. Random random. Feel free to read if you think it's worth it. And if it's not, better stop just right here! :)
1. I've become more and more observant to people around me. Especially the ones yang I kenal in and out. Expect the unexpected is all I can say. Not everyone stays the same, so I need all the observation I can get for me to analyze MANY things :)
2. I get ticked off easily. Annoy me a few times and I still can't get away with it, you're officially annoying/rude/disrespectful or anything like it.
3. The way I control my emotions, at times, can be overwhelming lately and I'm proud of that. Getting in control of it, I might say.
4. I used to care quite a lot whenever people talk shit or just plain backstabbing me behind my back, saying this and that and all that bullcrap nonsense,judging me and everything. Well, it comes to the point where everyone,for that matter, will have the tendency to talk bad about people, naturally, and no one can control what they say or think, so I tend to not give a shit about it anymore. Kata mulut memang tak boleh tutup 24/7, be my guest la nak cakap apa pun. Heh. No one's perfect in reality.
5. I used to think that maybe, just maybe that it's better to talk less and listen more. Well I guess I failed at doing that, for the umpteenth time, hahaha. Talking makes me feel like I am somewhat not dumb,slow or blur, or anything like it. Maybe it's in the genes la. Blame my mummy for this one! ;p
6. Referring to the above, the listening part. To some people (I think) I can be a really good listener.Listening somehow makes me understand more of that person, and from there I can know their strengths and weaknesses. I guess. So yeah, I think I am quite a listener ;p
7. I treasure friendship seriously. I know it's a cliche kinda statement. But that's the truth. Can't live without em. Love em or hate em, they'll always be a bunch of meaningful people that's worth it to say " You and I, we go way back before, and nothing's gonna stop us being just like who and what we are."
8. I always have a soft spot for cute animals. The friendly ones. Like, cats, dolphins, chimpanzees. Haha. I don't know why. One of the most beautiful creatures God has ever created I tell you.
9. I despise people who are just plain fake. C'mon man, being real, and being just the way you are is sexy. What's the point of being unique, if you are not one? Allah created human beings so that they can possess different qualities in themselves and to flaunt it in a good way. People would dig you if you are sincere in letting them know the real you, despite having flaws and everything. Reality check,please!
10. I hate people discriminating my qualities or abilities. IF you don't know me well enough, don't simply belittle me like you've known me your whole life or something.
11. Romantic comedies NEVER fail to make me swoon and go weak in the knees. ;)
11. Orang yang baru nak UP makes me wanna vomit. Seriously. How shallow can you be? Ada la beberapa orang yang sekarang ni la baru nak UP sangat-sangat, sampai kalau dengar or tengok diorang I'll be saying " Alalalala.Kesiannya, baru nak discover dunia ke?" Hahah.Nak cakap "grow up" memang dah pun, but mentality still like a kid. Whattado.
12. I love it when a guy notices the smallest things about me. It's like, they're very observant, something like that. Not the stalker kinda way of observing obviously!
13. I do believe that hooking up with a best friend is a no-no. Experience, experience. Hahah.
14. I looooooooooooooooove playing guitar hero!! Thanks to my adorable little nieces for TEACHING me how to play. Now, ain't that quite embarassing?Hahaha!
15. I have this HUGE weakness for One Tree Hill. Always and always a big fan of the series. Lovin the whole drama thing. Life's a drama, after all. =p
16. Oh yeah, another thing that I truly,truly hate is guys who are physically and verbally abusive. You're treating a woman, you gotta know your limits. Don't think that girls can't actually do what guys can do. They can be weak physically, but just don't play with a girl's heart like it's a toy or something. Where's the love in that?Seriously, things like these can make me be a feminist 110% all the way man.
17. I can be a really really mean bitch when I want to. The ones who know me best should nod their heads while reading this one. hahaha.
18. Keeping Up With the Kardashians is love. They're not bimbos, they're just real, unlike Paris Hilton.
19. I have this hobby or, maybe a routine for searching for life and love quotes, whenever I have the time to. I love motivating myself, it's one of the best ways to cheer myself up, and making me strong during my shitty moments.
20. Family to me is everything. At my highest and lowest point in life, I choose them to be by my side always and always. Won't be who I am today without them.
21. I think knowledge is the most powerful tool one can use for a lifetime. My dad never fails to remind me that knowledge is everything. Indeed it is, it broadens up your mind and people will respect you for being knowledgeable, no?
1. I've become more and more observant to people around me. Especially the ones yang I kenal in and out. Expect the unexpected is all I can say. Not everyone stays the same, so I need all the observation I can get for me to analyze MANY things :)
2. I get ticked off easily. Annoy me a few times and I still can't get away with it, you're officially annoying/rude/disrespectful or anything like it.
3. The way I control my emotions, at times, can be overwhelming lately and I'm proud of that. Getting in control of it, I might say.
4. I used to care quite a lot whenever people talk shit or just plain backstabbing me behind my back, saying this and that and all that bullcrap nonsense,judging me and everything. Well, it comes to the point where everyone,for that matter, will have the tendency to talk bad about people, naturally, and no one can control what they say or think, so I tend to not give a shit about it anymore. Kata mulut memang tak boleh tutup 24/7, be my guest la nak cakap apa pun. Heh. No one's perfect in reality.
5. I used to think that maybe, just maybe that it's better to talk less and listen more. Well I guess I failed at doing that, for the umpteenth time, hahaha. Talking makes me feel like I am somewhat not dumb,slow or blur, or anything like it. Maybe it's in the genes la. Blame my mummy for this one! ;p
6. Referring to the above, the listening part. To some people (I think) I can be a really good listener.Listening somehow makes me understand more of that person, and from there I can know their strengths and weaknesses. I guess. So yeah, I think I am quite a listener ;p
7. I treasure friendship seriously. I know it's a cliche kinda statement. But that's the truth. Can't live without em. Love em or hate em, they'll always be a bunch of meaningful people that's worth it to say " You and I, we go way back before, and nothing's gonna stop us being just like who and what we are."
8. I always have a soft spot for cute animals. The friendly ones. Like, cats, dolphins, chimpanzees. Haha. I don't know why. One of the most beautiful creatures God has ever created I tell you.
9. I despise people who are just plain fake. C'mon man, being real, and being just the way you are is sexy. What's the point of being unique, if you are not one? Allah created human beings so that they can possess different qualities in themselves and to flaunt it in a good way. People would dig you if you are sincere in letting them know the real you, despite having flaws and everything. Reality check,please!
10. I hate people discriminating my qualities or abilities. IF you don't know me well enough, don't simply belittle me like you've known me your whole life or something.
11. Romantic comedies NEVER fail to make me swoon and go weak in the knees. ;)
11. Orang yang baru nak UP makes me wanna vomit. Seriously. How shallow can you be? Ada la beberapa orang yang sekarang ni la baru nak UP sangat-sangat, sampai kalau dengar or tengok diorang I'll be saying " Alalalala.Kesiannya, baru nak discover dunia ke?" Hahah.Nak cakap "grow up" memang dah pun, but mentality still like a kid. Whattado.
12. I love it when a guy notices the smallest things about me. It's like, they're very observant, something like that. Not the stalker kinda way of observing obviously!
13. I do believe that hooking up with a best friend is a no-no. Experience, experience. Hahah.
14. I looooooooooooooooove playing guitar hero!! Thanks to my adorable little nieces for TEACHING me how to play. Now, ain't that quite embarassing?Hahaha!
15. I have this HUGE weakness for One Tree Hill. Always and always a big fan of the series. Lovin the whole drama thing. Life's a drama, after all. =p
16. Oh yeah, another thing that I truly,truly hate is guys who are physically and verbally abusive. You're treating a woman, you gotta know your limits. Don't think that girls can't actually do what guys can do. They can be weak physically, but just don't play with a girl's heart like it's a toy or something. Where's the love in that?Seriously, things like these can make me be a feminist 110% all the way man.
17. I can be a really really mean bitch when I want to. The ones who know me best should nod their heads while reading this one. hahaha.
18. Keeping Up With the Kardashians is love. They're not bimbos, they're just real, unlike Paris Hilton.
19. I have this hobby or, maybe a routine for searching for life and love quotes, whenever I have the time to. I love motivating myself, it's one of the best ways to cheer myself up, and making me strong during my shitty moments.
20. Family to me is everything. At my highest and lowest point in life, I choose them to be by my side always and always. Won't be who I am today without them.
21. I think knowledge is the most powerful tool one can use for a lifetime. My dad never fails to remind me that knowledge is everything. Indeed it is, it broadens up your mind and people will respect you for being knowledgeable, no?
Rambling
Mister S
Just so you know, things have probably changed between us.
We used to be very close, but somehow it seems like we're quite like strangers
I hate the fact that things are awkward between us.
But yeah, guess everyone will go through that stage in life huh?
Anyways, you're still one of the people that I still care about
Am always gonna be there for you, InsyAllah.
But things have changed, definitely,maybe.
It's alright though. Life's like that.
Just so you know, things have probably changed between us.
We used to be very close, but somehow it seems like we're quite like strangers
I hate the fact that things are awkward between us.
But yeah, guess everyone will go through that stage in life huh?
Anyways, you're still one of the people that I still care about
Am always gonna be there for you, InsyAllah.
But things have changed, definitely,maybe.
It's alright though. Life's like that.
Monday, April 12, 2010
Bella beautiful
One of the favourites,
Bella Luna by Jason Mraz
:)
Mystery the moon
A hole in the sky
A supernatural nightlight
So full but often right
A pair of eyes a closin' one
A chosen child of golden sun
A marble dog that chases cars
To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars
A cosmic fish they love to kiss
They're giving birth to constellation
No riffs and oh no reservation
If they should fall you get a wish or dedication
May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and I
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting
Oh bella bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Do do do do do
You are an illuminating anchor
Of leagues to infinite number
Crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the ebb and flows of hunger
You're dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Intertwining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover
Bella luna, my beautiful, beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other
May I suggest you get the best
Of your wish may I insist
That no contest for little you or smaller I
A larger chance happened, all them they lie
On the rise, on the brink of our lives
Bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Bella luna, my beautiful, beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other, oh oh oh
Bella Luna by Jason Mraz
:)
Mystery the moon
A hole in the sky
A supernatural nightlight
So full but often right
A pair of eyes a closin' one
A chosen child of golden sun
A marble dog that chases cars
To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars
A cosmic fish they love to kiss
They're giving birth to constellation
No riffs and oh no reservation
If they should fall you get a wish or dedication
May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and I
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting
Oh bella bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Do do do do do
You are an illuminating anchor
Of leagues to infinite number
Crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the ebb and flows of hunger
You're dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Intertwining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover
Bella luna, my beautiful, beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other
May I suggest you get the best
Of your wish may I insist
That no contest for little you or smaller I
A larger chance happened, all them they lie
On the rise, on the brink of our lives
Bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Bella luna, my beautiful, beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other, oh oh oh
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Great Expectations
Most of the times you gotta expect the unexpected.
You thought that you would get something you've been wanting for, or even someone, for that matter.And that you're so sure that you're gonna get it.
But don't be fooled by it, as not EVERYTHING comes in your way.
And thus, I think, you gotta be prepared for the "unexpected events" that will somehow happen to you along the way.
Here's what I think : The unexpected ones won't always be the bad ones.
:)
You thought that you would get something you've been wanting for, or even someone, for that matter.And that you're so sure that you're gonna get it.
But don't be fooled by it, as not EVERYTHING comes in your way.
And thus, I think, you gotta be prepared for the "unexpected events" that will somehow happen to you along the way.
Here's what I think : The unexpected ones won't always be the bad ones.
:)
Friday, April 9, 2010
Yummylicious
Look how cute the fondant cake is! Can I have this kinda cake for my birthday? Adorable eyy. I just love looking (and eating it of course) pretty and cute desserts like all of these. And the cupcakes look scrumptious! In case you're reading this Liyana, I'm craving for pretty desserts! Hehe.
What I Know For Sure
Feelings.
Subjective indeed.You just gotta have that in order to love someone.That's how I rationalize it I guess.How can you not have that and just fall in love straight away?It ain't easy as it seems.For feelings is the language of the soul, and feeling is truth.
Burden Is Almost Gone. Thank Goodness!
AT LAST!
Finally,finally and finally,proudly to say
I have ended all my parts in cracking my brain and
sacrificing my time and energy for the Legal Research Paper :)
Going to see Madam Mazlina tomorrow morning at 10.30
to submit the final draft and InsyAllah, hopefully tomorrow
there won't be much to edit(hopefully la kan) ;D
Besides that, here are some stuff that I gotta complete before I can concentrate fully on my finals :
1) Jurisprudence assignment : To be submitted on the 12th of April
2) Insurance final presentation and assignment : To be presented & submitted next Wednesday
3) International Law Test 2 (ARGHHHH!!) : Next Friday
I just don't understand why the lecturers just love torturing us by giving last minute assignments and tests! C'mon man. Doesn't mean we're in our final year we can juggle all the work at one go! We're not robots lah. Haiya.
But on the other hand, they couldn't care less pun, cause they have experienced it before.Haha. Haih. Thesis paper is almost done, and that's what matters most for now.
Hell yeah baby!
Finally,finally and finally,proudly to say
I have ended all my parts in cracking my brain and
sacrificing my time and energy for the Legal Research Paper :)
Going to see Madam Mazlina tomorrow morning at 10.30
to submit the final draft and InsyAllah, hopefully tomorrow
there won't be much to edit(hopefully la kan) ;D
Besides that, here are some stuff that I gotta complete before I can concentrate fully on my finals :
1) Jurisprudence assignment : To be submitted on the 12th of April
2) Insurance final presentation and assignment : To be presented & submitted next Wednesday
3) International Law Test 2 (ARGHHHH!!) : Next Friday
I just don't understand why the lecturers just love torturing us by giving last minute assignments and tests! C'mon man. Doesn't mean we're in our final year we can juggle all the work at one go! We're not robots lah. Haiya.
But on the other hand, they couldn't care less pun, cause they have experienced it before.Haha. Haih. Thesis paper is almost done, and that's what matters most for now.
Hell yeah baby!
Monday, April 5, 2010
Touch & Go
Guys come and go.But the reality is, we need them.Despise them,hate them,all sorts.We still end up loving them inside out.Making us go weak in the knees. Voodoo spell apa entah diorang letak. Hish.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Drool please.
Just pleaseeeeeee let me have at least one Balenciaga bag for my birthday, or just as a random gift. Balenciaga, a must have!
Hello Mello Yello!
Okay.So I will like follow what my sister asked me to do.And just say hello to the guy, if I ever see him again.Which of course,will eventually bump into him more or less.Hehehe.But he has a girlfriend already la so that makes it kinda not fun to smile-smile or wink-wink at? Kehkehkehkeh.Alah. Who gives? Just a casual 'Hello' wouldn't hurt anyone :D
So Helloooooooooooooooo it is to you, soon! =)
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Keeping Up With The Kardashians
These uniquely hilarious and beautiful girls and their family will always make me feel happy, somehow. Kudos to the Kardashians, and no matter what people say of them being wackos and bimbos, who gives a damn! They certainly know how to entertain me and my sister for sure.hehe :)
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Me Myself and I
Don't know why, but I have not been in the mood to socialize that much lately. And since I came back home on friday till now, all I felt like doing was just to stay at home and just lay low. Except for Friday and Saturday, where there were occasions that I just had to go.
Guess I need a big "ME" time. Discover more of myself I think. Maybe I have not been listening to my own intuitions and instincts and following my heart. And thisssss time, it's all about Syaza Syaza Syaza. Anything that can make me feel at ease, I need that.
And next week Eya and I are gonna head off for a retail therapy baby! :) It's been a while. And hopefully OBB with Liyana and Qila on Fridayyyyyy. Something that makes me happy from time to time, thanks to retail therapy that is. Not trynna be a bimbo or what, but it is just in the nature for me to get all giddy and all smiley when it comes to shopping. It just takes you to another world. Adios Amigos fer now peeps. Much love <3
Guess I need a big "ME" time. Discover more of myself I think. Maybe I have not been listening to my own intuitions and instincts and following my heart. And thisssss time, it's all about Syaza Syaza Syaza. Anything that can make me feel at ease, I need that.
And next week Eya and I are gonna head off for a retail therapy baby! :) It's been a while. And hopefully OBB with Liyana and Qila on Fridayyyyyy. Something that makes me happy from time to time, thanks to retail therapy that is. Not trynna be a bimbo or what, but it is just in the nature for me to get all giddy and all smiley when it comes to shopping. It just takes you to another world. Adios Amigos fer now peeps. Much love <3
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Go away,go away
Syaza, stop having unnecessary feelings like you are having now. You know it won't go anywhere, and you know what the circumstances are. So don't fall into that trap, stop having all these kinda unwanted thoughts and whatnot. You know yourself it ain't goin anywhere.
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
Sialan
I think there's no use pun for me to be okay with him
5 good reasons why :
1) Torn my heart into pieces when he fucked things up in the past
2) He has changed tremendously
3) He's with someone I've never ever liked since school. Woops to that.
4) There will always be that "awkward" moment (always,always)
5) Not the time yet. YES. VERY VERY TRUE.
And so, why did I even bother in making the effort to be okay during the first day of Raya last year?
Geez, I don't know. Thought I was making the right decision, but hell no man. BIG, BIG mistake.
And since he doesn't even bother trying being "friends", what's the point? The only real conversation I could talk about was of my late uncle as they knew each other before. Guess that's the only "real" conversation. So yeah I have come to a conclusion that yeap, it is so not the time yet, and I don't give a fuck anymore la if I ter-hang out ke, ter-serempak ke or whatever shit, nak tegur or tak nak tegur. The least that I could think about as I've already made the effort in trying to be okay.And again, big mistake.
Lawak siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal. hahah.
5 good reasons why :
1) Torn my heart into pieces when he fucked things up in the past
2) He has changed tremendously
3) He's with someone I've never ever liked since school. Woops to that.
4) There will always be that "awkward" moment (always,always)
5) Not the time yet. YES. VERY VERY TRUE.
And so, why did I even bother in making the effort to be okay during the first day of Raya last year?
Geez, I don't know. Thought I was making the right decision, but hell no man. BIG, BIG mistake.
And since he doesn't even bother trying being "friends", what's the point? The only real conversation I could talk about was of my late uncle as they knew each other before. Guess that's the only "real" conversation. So yeah I have come to a conclusion that yeap, it is so not the time yet, and I don't give a fuck anymore la if I ter-hang out ke, ter-serempak ke or whatever shit, nak tegur or tak nak tegur. The least that I could think about as I've already made the effort in trying to be okay.And again, big mistake.
Lawak siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal. hahah.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
World Without Men?
Have you ever wondered what's it like
to be living in a world without a single MAN?
Okay,so imagine Adam never meets Hawa in the first place.
Whoa. I don't know about you people,
but I haven't really thought of it, if ever there is a situation
such as this one.
Lesbians all around, for sure. And, I don't know,
many other kinds of relationship that consists only WOMEN!
O em gee.
There will be no such thing as "true love"
No butterfly feelings when meeting someone so handsome/adorable/sexy, etc (of the other sex)
No make-outs, no all those cheeky things you do to the other sex as well
(Which is a normal thing for everyone in general)
And, and..
No feeling of having crushes/liking someone/feeling nervous on a date,
All those! Daymn son.
Imagine doing that to the same sex as you are.
Even lesbos pun I nak puke, let alone tengok everyone keliling kita macam tu.
FUH. Can pengsan tak bangun balik you know!hahaha.
But seriously. Think hard.
No matter what pun, we still need MEN in our lives.
No matter what the circumstances are.
They can be a pain in the friggin ass like gila punya gila,
Tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Tanpa diorang, TAK BEST! Which I have to agree.
Do you peeps agree on that?I mean, girls la. hehe.
Hmmmm. =)
to be living in a world without a single MAN?
Okay,so imagine Adam never meets Hawa in the first place.
Whoa. I don't know about you people,
but I haven't really thought of it, if ever there is a situation
such as this one.
Lesbians all around, for sure. And, I don't know,
many other kinds of relationship that consists only WOMEN!
O em gee.
There will be no such thing as "true love"
No butterfly feelings when meeting someone so handsome/adorable/sexy, etc (of the other sex)
No make-outs, no all those cheeky things you do to the other sex as well
(Which is a normal thing for everyone in general)
And, and..
No feeling of having crushes/liking someone/feeling nervous on a date,
All those! Daymn son.
Imagine doing that to the same sex as you are.
Even lesbos pun I nak puke, let alone tengok everyone keliling kita macam tu.
FUH. Can pengsan tak bangun balik you know!hahaha.
But seriously. Think hard.
No matter what pun, we still need MEN in our lives.
No matter what the circumstances are.
They can be a pain in the friggin ass like gila punya gila,
Tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Tanpa diorang, TAK BEST! Which I have to agree.
Do you peeps agree on that?I mean, girls la. hehe.
Hmmmm. =)
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Just the way you are
One of the best female jazz singers to date,
Diana Krall-Just The Way You Are
Honest yet it has the sweetness to it
:)
Don't go changing, try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I would not leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are
Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care
I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are.
I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you.
I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are
I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are.
Diana Krall-Just The Way You Are
Honest yet it has the sweetness to it
:)
Don't go changing, try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I would not leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are
Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care
I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are.
I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you.
I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are
I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are.
Schoolies
Today was a fun, relaxing socializing day catching up with my old mates
(Including my TTDI gf's, obviously) ;)
Went out around 3.30 to fetch my phone as I left it at Wid's bag last night after the dinner. While waiting for her to get back home from OU, Miya called up to ajak hang for a while.So I suggestedlah Baskin Robbins @ Centrepoint, BU.
I've been craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaving Pralines & Cream for nearly a week
And luckily my bestie agreed to meet up there.hahaha love you baby.
Was an hour of catching up, although sekejap, twas okay la at least we got to
update each other.Talked about her new love life (still complicated,although it's new)and her other updates, and we shared la a few gossips (haruslahhh ada kan!hahaha ;)
So, after the meet-up with the Bestie, went to Tropicana for a while to get my phone from Wid.Theennnnnn fetched Aqish at her crib and we went to OU for a while as I had to buy my Partnership Act(which have been reserved for nearly a month at MPH, ahahaha ;p)
Company Act pun belum beli lagi.Satu-satu nak beli la Syaza,what la you
(exceptional, the friggin Act selalu out of stock till now!)
So then, after buying it, went to fetch Nana A.J pulak kat the other side
of Tropicana! hahaha.
Dah jadi Gang Bas Sekolah to Tropicana okay I hari ni! 2 kali pergi!
Minah tu dah berzaman tak drive, so memangla kena di-jemput! Hehe
Then pergi balik TTDI (the place to be, hahaha ;p)
Twas fun catching up, reminiscing of school's silly moments
Gelak terbahak-bahak with Alan & Hafiz along.
It was a retreat la, even though there were just 5 of us,
but, just conversations like what we had were enough to make me feel that I haven't actually "lost" my ttdian friends, they're just not in the neighbourhood
(as most of em have moved out)
But luckily some of my guy friends are still around
And funny enough, after sekolah baru lah betul2 we can like, be rapat and talk most of the things we didn't get the chance to talk about.
And oh, lama gila tak hangout with Diey & Hafiz maaannnnnnnnnn.
We three really need to have a heart-to-heart talk soon!
I still remember how Hafiz will give 1001 advices on my post break-up,
the times when I was still fucked up over what happened.
Hahaha. Hafiz, hafiz, missing you mannn!
Nothing like old mates, they say, huh. =) Good day it was for me!
(Including my TTDI gf's, obviously) ;)
Went out around 3.30 to fetch my phone as I left it at Wid's bag last night after the dinner. While waiting for her to get back home from OU, Miya called up to ajak hang for a while.So I suggestedlah Baskin Robbins @ Centrepoint, BU.
I've been craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaving Pralines & Cream for nearly a week
And luckily my bestie agreed to meet up there.hahaha love you baby.
Was an hour of catching up, although sekejap, twas okay la at least we got to
update each other.Talked about her new love life (still complicated,although it's new)and her other updates, and we shared la a few gossips (haruslahhh ada kan!hahaha ;)
So, after the meet-up with the Bestie, went to Tropicana for a while to get my phone from Wid.Theennnnnn fetched Aqish at her crib and we went to OU for a while as I had to buy my Partnership Act(which have been reserved for nearly a month at MPH, ahahaha ;p)
Company Act pun belum beli lagi.Satu-satu nak beli la Syaza,what la you
(exceptional, the friggin Act selalu out of stock till now!)
So then, after buying it, went to fetch Nana A.J pulak kat the other side
of Tropicana! hahaha.
Dah jadi Gang Bas Sekolah to Tropicana okay I hari ni! 2 kali pergi!
Minah tu dah berzaman tak drive, so memangla kena di-jemput! Hehe
Then pergi balik TTDI (the place to be, hahaha ;p)
Twas fun catching up, reminiscing of school's silly moments
Gelak terbahak-bahak with Alan & Hafiz along.
It was a retreat la, even though there were just 5 of us,
but, just conversations like what we had were enough to make me feel that I haven't actually "lost" my ttdian friends, they're just not in the neighbourhood
(as most of em have moved out)
But luckily some of my guy friends are still around
And funny enough, after sekolah baru lah betul2 we can like, be rapat and talk most of the things we didn't get the chance to talk about.
And oh, lama gila tak hangout with Diey & Hafiz maaannnnnnnnnn.
We three really need to have a heart-to-heart talk soon!
I still remember how Hafiz will give 1001 advices on my post break-up,
the times when I was still fucked up over what happened.
Hahaha. Hafiz, hafiz, missing you mannn!
Nothing like old mates, they say, huh. =) Good day it was for me!
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Unforgettable
I wanna dedicate MJ's Gone Too Soon to my beloved late Uncle Long, who passed away on 15th March 2010.
You'll always be in our hearts and minds, Long. Always.Al-Fatihah.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Cinta Itu Indah.
Sambut dengan sesuatu yang indah
Wujudkan misteri cita dan cinta
Berikan dia senyum
Warnailah hari-hari dengan cinta
*For love is the greatest gift from Allah s.w.t. =)
Wujudkan misteri cita dan cinta
Berikan dia senyum
Warnailah hari-hari dengan cinta
*For love is the greatest gift from Allah s.w.t. =)
Another favourite life quote =)
Fate is the book that you can’t read the ending before you get there.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
The Heart of the Matter
I used to be quite choosy when it comes to guys.
It was kinda difficult (and still is a bit) for me to like a guy so much
And for a guy to like me.
Not to say I'm jual mahal.
No.Far from it.
It's just..how it is.
I still remember back when I was 13, high school.
My besties, Diey,Sha had the same taste in guys as I did.
We would fancy the ones who has the kaching!(of course), with good looks and hot bods,
yada yada yada. And the list went on and on.
But that was normal back then.
It's a lie la none of the girls suka that kinda guy.
Sorta like our "fantasy" guy for that matter.
But it allllllllllll changed when I met someone in Kuantan,during my foundation years.
Hahaha. Most of my friends back in Taman Tun were quite shocked
As my kinda guy at that time was you-know-who. ;)
Well. Expect the unexpected.
Things change huh. And so do people.
Turns out I tersuka la dia tu masa kat Kuantan
So much for me telling my friend
I'm never ever gonna get hooked up with any of the guys there.
Hahahaaha.truth be told. Never say never, they say!
Quite a lotta people commented on how me and him
were like, "Langit dan Bumi" something something.
Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeez.Didn't see that coming.=O
Well. Dah tersuka. Then dah tersayang (sangat)
What kinda willpower could I make out of it anyways, kan.
Well scratch that.
My point is, no matter how choosy I can be (at times)
Depending on the situation/circumstances,whatever.
I still find it essential to find someone who matters most in the heart.
Choosy tu..belakang kira la.Like I said..it depends (but it's depreciating,thank God!)
The one that can be able to just make you feel at ease whenever you're around him.
The one who's willing to do most of the things for you sincerely, be it small or big
Without whining about it ( sikit-sikit to boleh consider la)
You know. Stuff like that.
Some girls think that what matters in the heart can be put aside for a while
While thinking of some other things which, at that point in time, might be
extraordinarily more important than the heart (well go figure,money,sex,etc.)
But fortunately for me(not bragging or anything =])
I look for a guy who has the heart that is kind and sincere (with no hanky panky thingy going on) (despite a lil bit of a baddie here and there wouldn't hurt laaa!)
Once I know he's that kinda guy who fits in my criteria of a good heart,
Insyallah, the doors are wide open for him to love me for who I am inside out.
The kinda guy who just knows how to treat a girl just as she is without analyzing too hard or trying so desperately for attention or anything.
The kind who just.....knows. Eventually.
I've been watching too much of romantic comedies sometimes
That somehow most of them can really relate to me (here we goooooooo.hahaha)
But yeah honestly, looking at the different side of it,
C'mon. Nothing beats a pure heart in loving someone,
Although it is a tad bit impossible to rectify the word "pure"
But you know. Something like that.
Makes you have that butterflies in the stomach everytime you have the feeling
that this guy is just so real in his own sweet way.
Nothing beats that. A young woman like me needs a guy like that. Someone who just knows. Without blurting out every single sweet word there is to know.
Just knowing the fact that the heart communicates with one another.
As for looks,naturally, it is one of the essential things both sexes look for in partner, but don't you think, bila hati tu dah cantik berseri bila dah kenal the guy, it kinda overshadow the element of looks? Maybe.
Never say never lah, again.
Hmmm. thinking hard about this. still am not sure of what makes me fall for a guy, really.
that's something to ponder over. it's something like a discovery of oneself. yeah, it applies to guys as well.gotta discover the one who matters most in the heart. =)
It was kinda difficult (and still is a bit) for me to like a guy so much
And for a guy to like me.
Not to say I'm jual mahal.
No.Far from it.
It's just..how it is.
I still remember back when I was 13, high school.
My besties, Diey,Sha had the same taste in guys as I did.
We would fancy the ones who has the kaching!(of course), with good looks and hot bods,
yada yada yada. And the list went on and on.
But that was normal back then.
It's a lie la none of the girls suka that kinda guy.
Sorta like our "fantasy" guy for that matter.
But it allllllllllll changed when I met someone in Kuantan,during my foundation years.
Hahaha. Most of my friends back in Taman Tun were quite shocked
As my kinda guy at that time was you-know-who. ;)
Well. Expect the unexpected.
Things change huh. And so do people.
Turns out I tersuka la dia tu masa kat Kuantan
So much for me telling my friend
I'm never ever gonna get hooked up with any of the guys there.
Hahahaaha.truth be told. Never say never, they say!
Quite a lotta people commented on how me and him
were like, "Langit dan Bumi" something something.
Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeez.Didn't see that coming.=O
Well. Dah tersuka. Then dah tersayang (sangat)
What kinda willpower could I make out of it anyways, kan.
Well scratch that.
My point is, no matter how choosy I can be (at times)
Depending on the situation/circumstances,whatever.
I still find it essential to find someone who matters most in the heart.
Choosy tu..belakang kira la.Like I said..it depends (but it's depreciating,thank God!)
The one that can be able to just make you feel at ease whenever you're around him.
The one who's willing to do most of the things for you sincerely, be it small or big
Without whining about it ( sikit-sikit to boleh consider la)
You know. Stuff like that.
Some girls think that what matters in the heart can be put aside for a while
While thinking of some other things which, at that point in time, might be
extraordinarily more important than the heart (well go figure,money,sex,etc.)
But fortunately for me(not bragging or anything =])
I look for a guy who has the heart that is kind and sincere (with no hanky panky thingy going on) (despite a lil bit of a baddie here and there wouldn't hurt laaa!)
Once I know he's that kinda guy who fits in my criteria of a good heart,
Insyallah, the doors are wide open for him to love me for who I am inside out.
The kinda guy who just knows how to treat a girl just as she is without analyzing too hard or trying so desperately for attention or anything.
The kind who just.....knows. Eventually.
I've been watching too much of romantic comedies sometimes
That somehow most of them can really relate to me (here we goooooooo.hahaha)
But yeah honestly, looking at the different side of it,
C'mon. Nothing beats a pure heart in loving someone,
Although it is a tad bit impossible to rectify the word "pure"
But you know. Something like that.
Makes you have that butterflies in the stomach everytime you have the feeling
that this guy is just so real in his own sweet way.
Nothing beats that. A young woman like me needs a guy like that. Someone who just knows. Without blurting out every single sweet word there is to know.
Just knowing the fact that the heart communicates with one another.
As for looks,naturally, it is one of the essential things both sexes look for in partner, but don't you think, bila hati tu dah cantik berseri bila dah kenal the guy, it kinda overshadow the element of looks? Maybe.
Never say never lah, again.
Hmmm. thinking hard about this. still am not sure of what makes me fall for a guy, really.
that's something to ponder over. it's something like a discovery of oneself. yeah, it applies to guys as well.gotta discover the one who matters most in the heart. =)
Monday, March 8, 2010
Exceptionally an Exception
When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And cursed at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darlin,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk, but
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know your leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
Oh---
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
And I'm on my way to believe in.
Oh, And I'm on my way to believe in.
*You're indeed an exception,somehow =)
I saw my daddy cry
And cursed at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darlin,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk, but
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know your leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
Oh---
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
And I'm on my way to believe in.
Oh, And I'm on my way to believe in.
*You're indeed an exception,somehow =)
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Hit the freeway
Everytime your name was brought up
I would act all nonchalant in front of an audience
Like if you was just another shorty I put the naughty on
But uh, truth be told you do me for a loop, this Hov
I would act all nonchalant in front of an audience
Like if you was just another shorty I put the naughty on
But uh, truth be told you do me for a loop, this Hov
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Baby baby baby Babyface
Babyface was great!
Even though he did not sing some hit songs like,
Mad Sexy Cool,What If,Nobody Knows It But Me, Sorry for The Stupid Things,
and some others,
It was greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat.
He made me melt like crazy, was swooning over him.
Indeed he is the King of R&B yo.
Hands down.
Been waiting for this moment to come, and there it was,
the sexy guy with that spectacular voice.
You helped me through a lot of shits Babyface
And I thank youuuuuuuuu for that.
And indeed like what you said to the audience,
You are definitely born just to love. :)
Even though he did not sing some hit songs like,
Mad Sexy Cool,What If,Nobody Knows It But Me, Sorry for The Stupid Things,
and some others,
It was greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat.
He made me melt like crazy, was swooning over him.
Indeed he is the King of R&B yo.
Hands down.
Been waiting for this moment to come, and there it was,
the sexy guy with that spectacular voice.
You helped me through a lot of shits Babyface
And I thank youuuuuuuuu for that.
And indeed like what you said to the audience,
You are definitely born just to love. :)
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Shoot Me Please!
God this project paper is seriously making my life more unbearable!
And seriously UiTM, sorry but I don't find it relevant to do this thingy
As it kinda like wasting the time and energy, get it?
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Anyways,some people can't just understand the fact that when there's no spark,
there's no spark la kan? It's not like I'm not opening doors to mingle.
Try to get it right please.Sheesh
Random part (over and over and over again in many posts, lol),
I LOVE being single for now. So carefree and no worries over the dramas and whatnot.
Buat pening kepala ja.
Tapi sometimes miss jugak, but well good things come to those who wait.
Hahahaha.
And seriously UiTM, sorry but I don't find it relevant to do this thingy
As it kinda like wasting the time and energy, get it?
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Anyways,some people can't just understand the fact that when there's no spark,
there's no spark la kan? It's not like I'm not opening doors to mingle.
Try to get it right please.Sheesh
Random part (over and over and over again in many posts, lol),
I LOVE being single for now. So carefree and no worries over the dramas and whatnot.
Buat pening kepala ja.
Tapi sometimes miss jugak, but well good things come to those who wait.
Hahahaha.
Monday, March 1, 2010
It's how you want it to be.
Was googling somewhere, and found this :
Happiness characteristics
Personality factors and other internal personal characteristics of individuals also can lead to greater happiness.
Optimism
People who are optimistic, by definition feel happier now about the future as they assume things will be better than they likely will be, even in the face of a negative past.
Contented
People who are not bothered by the past or future can also just be happy in the present moment. Worry about the future is a common creator of unhappiness, and stopping worrying can give you a huge boost.
Achievement
People who challenge themselves, seeking to learn and achieve find pleasure not only in reaching their goals but also in the struggle and focus to get there.
They often set both smaller and larger goals, enabling them to get a sense of achievement in each of the little steps along the way to the greater joy of achieving something significant.
Caring
People who are altruistic, caring for others and spending time helping them often find great happiness in this. Caring for others gets you out of yourself and stops you worrying. Seeing others who are less fortunate than you can also have a contrastive motivation.
Integrity
Being true to yourself creates internal alignment and reduces inner conflict that prevents you from being truly happy. This helps to explain how caring works -- if you have an internal Values that says 'caring is right', then by caring for others you increase internal alignment.
Gratitude
People who are grateful for their lot in life and who show gratitude towards others for the things they receive have been found to be happier. Notably, thanks can be found in many religious prayers.
Humor
Those with a sense of fun and who can laugh, especially at themselves, are generally happier.
Laughing at yourself implies a sound sense of security with a reduced tendency to worry, which in turn contributes to happiness.
p/s : There are many ways in creating happiness in our lives. It is just completely up to us on how we make it real. It all depends on us, our happiness and sadness. You control your mind. Cheers peeps! :)
Happiness characteristics
Personality factors and other internal personal characteristics of individuals also can lead to greater happiness.
Optimism
People who are optimistic, by definition feel happier now about the future as they assume things will be better than they likely will be, even in the face of a negative past.
Contented
People who are not bothered by the past or future can also just be happy in the present moment. Worry about the future is a common creator of unhappiness, and stopping worrying can give you a huge boost.
Achievement
People who challenge themselves, seeking to learn and achieve find pleasure not only in reaching their goals but also in the struggle and focus to get there.
They often set both smaller and larger goals, enabling them to get a sense of achievement in each of the little steps along the way to the greater joy of achieving something significant.
Caring
People who are altruistic, caring for others and spending time helping them often find great happiness in this. Caring for others gets you out of yourself and stops you worrying. Seeing others who are less fortunate than you can also have a contrastive motivation.
Integrity
Being true to yourself creates internal alignment and reduces inner conflict that prevents you from being truly happy. This helps to explain how caring works -- if you have an internal Values that says 'caring is right', then by caring for others you increase internal alignment.
Gratitude
People who are grateful for their lot in life and who show gratitude towards others for the things they receive have been found to be happier. Notably, thanks can be found in many religious prayers.
Humor
Those with a sense of fun and who can laugh, especially at themselves, are generally happier.
Laughing at yourself implies a sound sense of security with a reduced tendency to worry, which in turn contributes to happiness.
p/s : There are many ways in creating happiness in our lives. It is just completely up to us on how we make it real. It all depends on us, our happiness and sadness. You control your mind. Cheers peeps! :)
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Nothing like good ol' girlfriends
The love I got for these peeps are irreplaceable indeed! ;) Awesome, awesome night with my girlfriends for Miya's advanced 22nd birthday dinner @ Bijan Restaurant, Changkat. And the dancing was worth it,ain't it? xoxo
Saturday, February 27, 2010
One of the oldest
To my dearest Safwah Balqis,
We go wayyyyyyyyyy back before
And I'm really glad that we're standing still, close as ever
Till today.
Love you hangak! :) xoxo
We go wayyyyyyyyyy back before
And I'm really glad that we're standing still, close as ever
Till today.
Love you hangak! :) xoxo
The thing about guys
Guys ni kan one thing.
They tend to make us hate em like shit gila punya
But at the end of the day somehow mesti must think about em.
No matter how much we hate to admit it
Some girls can't LIVE without guys
Some girls can live without em (not for a lifetime la obviously)
Well truthfully speaking,
I am so glad that I am not one of em who can't at all live without em.
Still gotta learn more about myself in order for me to evaluate
on how and what they are like
and..how they treat girls these days.
Guys, buat girls pening all the time.
And vice versa.
Sheesh.
They tend to make us hate em like shit gila punya
But at the end of the day somehow mesti must think about em.
No matter how much we hate to admit it
Some girls can't LIVE without guys
Some girls can live without em (not for a lifetime la obviously)
Well truthfully speaking,
I am so glad that I am not one of em who can't at all live without em.
Still gotta learn more about myself in order for me to evaluate
on how and what they are like
and..how they treat girls these days.
Guys, buat girls pening all the time.
And vice versa.
Sheesh.
Uh Oh
About what I posted earlier about Mr S.
Somehow I don't feel the spark.
Damn nigga!
Hmmmmmmmmmm. God my feelings nowadays can change just like that!
GASP!
Somehow I don't feel the spark.
Damn nigga!
Hmmmmmmmmmm. God my feelings nowadays can change just like that!
GASP!
Friday, February 26, 2010
Of Things
It's like 5.49 a.m in the morning and yetttt I am awake!Haha
Not that I was up infront of the lappy for hours
Just came back from karaoke-ing with the housemates
Fifa brought along her friends yang I tak kenal
So macam potong sikit laaa but oh well at least I got to sing a few songs!
Hihihi.
Anywho, am quite relieved as 2 out of 5 tests have been completed
But nak tengok resultnya nanti don't know la what it's like. Gasp!
Went to this law annual party thingy called No Wine and Cheese party
and surprise surprise, since I have gone to 2 of em,
but somehow was too lazy to go to the recent one.
Tengok-tengok bila I told some peeps I macam malas gila nak mati nak pergi
They were being super emo about it like it's such a big deal!
Setakat party like that aja kottttt.apa la yang significant sangat
(haven't been significant since the first one,except for some parts of it.hahah)
But somehow I ENDED UP GOING. Lambat la of course.
nak pergi awal tak dapat la jack. haha.
Fetty pun was not sure of going but gamble aja pergi
theme pun nak rockstar but what the heckkkk
memang takla nak follow the theme.baju apa pun tak bring.
Nasib laaaa I went for a while je. hoho
Anyways.
Hmmmmmmmmm.
Mister S sorta like told me he tersuka me in a way
Cause I was asking him what made him wanna continue up till now
in communicating with me.
Started off mingling, but hmmmmmm.
Maybe I gotta go out more often in order to get to know him better
Who knows? =)
He's a great dude. Have been nice to me all along so yeah
Mingling is good.
On another note!
I added up my looooooooooooong time puppy love
hahahahahahaha.
Gosh. That was like what man..10 or 11 years ago?
Itu pun I got to know him through my sister
which was his petsister last time.
But he looks more good looking now I guess.
Alah biasala tu. We've grown up what. LOL.
Gila nak tergelak whenever I think about me being with him
The time when we were super innocent and acted like puppies in love
God, it made me wonder how fast time flies by
And the changes that have outgrown in me.
YIKES! I'm gonna be 22 in June. Time REALLY flies by.
Not that I was up infront of the lappy for hours
Just came back from karaoke-ing with the housemates
Fifa brought along her friends yang I tak kenal
So macam potong sikit laaa but oh well at least I got to sing a few songs!
Hihihi.
Anywho, am quite relieved as 2 out of 5 tests have been completed
But nak tengok resultnya nanti don't know la what it's like. Gasp!
Went to this law annual party thingy called No Wine and Cheese party
and surprise surprise, since I have gone to 2 of em,
but somehow was too lazy to go to the recent one.
Tengok-tengok bila I told some peeps I macam malas gila nak mati nak pergi
They were being super emo about it like it's such a big deal!
Setakat party like that aja kottttt.apa la yang significant sangat
(haven't been significant since the first one,except for some parts of it.hahah)
But somehow I ENDED UP GOING. Lambat la of course.
nak pergi awal tak dapat la jack. haha.
Fetty pun was not sure of going but gamble aja pergi
theme pun nak rockstar but what the heckkkk
memang takla nak follow the theme.baju apa pun tak bring.
Nasib laaaa I went for a while je. hoho
Anyways.
Hmmmmmmmmm.
Mister S sorta like told me he tersuka me in a way
Cause I was asking him what made him wanna continue up till now
in communicating with me.
Started off mingling, but hmmmmmm.
Maybe I gotta go out more often in order to get to know him better
Who knows? =)
He's a great dude. Have been nice to me all along so yeah
Mingling is good.
On another note!
I added up my looooooooooooong time puppy love
hahahahahahaha.
Gosh. That was like what man..10 or 11 years ago?
Itu pun I got to know him through my sister
which was his petsister last time.
But he looks more good looking now I guess.
Alah biasala tu. We've grown up what. LOL.
Gila nak tergelak whenever I think about me being with him
The time when we were super innocent and acted like puppies in love
God, it made me wonder how fast time flies by
And the changes that have outgrown in me.
YIKES! I'm gonna be 22 in June. Time REALLY flies by.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
That Spark.
* There are two kinds of sparks, the one that goes off with a hitch like a match, but it burns quickly. The other is the kind that needs time, but when the flame strikes... it's eternal.
Exactly. When the flame strikes, it's definitely ETERNAL. :)
Exactly. When the flame strikes, it's definitely ETERNAL. :)
Just Go
I think I should totally erase everything that has got to do with him totally out from my life.
After all, what's the worth in it?
I won't be getting anything out of it
So why bother much about these unnecessary thoughts?
Since both of them are pretty much the same (baru nak up)
Being friends, after all, was the last thing that came across my mind
FORTUNATELY.
I "thought" I was ready to really be good with him.
But I can't fight what I feel kan.
Till now I still have vengeance and hatred towards him
And it has never fade away since.
So yeah go figure.
After all, what's the worth in it?
I won't be getting anything out of it
So why bother much about these unnecessary thoughts?
Since both of them are pretty much the same (baru nak up)
Being friends, after all, was the last thing that came across my mind
FORTUNATELY.
I "thought" I was ready to really be good with him.
But I can't fight what I feel kan.
Till now I still have vengeance and hatred towards him
And it has never fade away since.
So yeah go figure.
Baffle
Somehow you tend to realize that there will always be people that take you for granted, whoever it may be. And the one who is experiencing it right now,obviously is ME. FML. Go on and take things and people for granted, for all I care. You'll get it back in return, no worries.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
The Understanding Bit
Apa yang orang tak tahu.
And only I know for sure.
Nak bagitahu people close to me, but they won't understand.
And only I know for sure.
Nak bagitahu people close to me, but they won't understand.
No Excuse
Why must it still be lingering in my head?
Aishhhhhhhhh. Memang a distraction betul la.
On a random note, MALAYSIA PANAS NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA LAAAA sekarangggggggggggggg.
Bahang lebih. aiyoooo.
Aishhhhhhhhh. Memang a distraction betul la.
On a random note, MALAYSIA PANAS NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA LAAAA sekarangggggggggggggg.
Bahang lebih. aiyoooo.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
This Is How We Roll.
Had quite a great night last night with Aqish,Weed and Miera. Was getting quite bored hanging out at Laundry Bar so we decided to go jalan2 in KL. Takda kerja, then suddenly, not to my surprise, Weed gave an idea to hop in Werner's for a while. Haha. Baju punya la tak suitable, but what the heck we went in sekejap. Twas the shortest hop in ever. Lol. Anyways. Twas a great night out :)
Have fun in Indonesia Aqish! Balik bawak ole-ole please. =p . Aight,am out to search for a new bag! :) xx
Babyface
Hmmmm.
I am contemplating on which seat I'm buying for Babyface's concert.
Either RM253 or RM353.
Keluar duit laaaaaaaaagiiiiiiiiii.
Can pengsan la like this.
Asked Pops already for Ne-yo's hari tu.
Now ask Moms pulak?Haha.
But. It's Babyface. How can I not go!
Can merana jugak lah if tak pergi.
Harus pergi! Whatever it is! =p
I am contemplating on which seat I'm buying for Babyface's concert.
Either RM253 or RM353.
Keluar duit laaaaaaaaagiiiiiiiiii.
Can pengsan la like this.
Asked Pops already for Ne-yo's hari tu.
Now ask Moms pulak?Haha.
But. It's Babyface. How can I not go!
Can merana jugak lah if tak pergi.
Harus pergi! Whatever it is! =p
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
To whom it may concern
Fuck the fucking hell off.
Nama pun uptown. Everything you do semua fits the criteria of people yang baru nak up.God, look in the mirror and reflect yourself a bit boleh? Poor uptown. Gelabah nak mampos.Dahla perampas.Gatal.Padahal tak lawa. Kesian betul la orang macam kau.
Nama pun uptown. Everything you do semua fits the criteria of people yang baru nak up.God, look in the mirror and reflect yourself a bit boleh? Poor uptown. Gelabah nak mampos.Dahla perampas.Gatal.Padahal tak lawa. Kesian betul la orang macam kau.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Map of the Problematique
I wanna date older guys.
Don't get me wrong. Not the "old" of the other meaning.lol.
The one who's matured enough to think that love consists of just both of us and nothing and no one else matters.
The one who can guide me through life.
The one who simply knows how to handle me at my best and most of all, at my worst.
Don't get me wrong. Not the "old" of the other meaning.lol.
The one who's matured enough to think that love consists of just both of us and nothing and no one else matters.
The one who can guide me through life.
The one who simply knows how to handle me at my best and most of all, at my worst.
I love you, Paulo Nutini.
Still Crazy
Shut me out completely,
That would not be such a sin.
Lock up every entry,
Make sure that there’s no way for me to get in
Won’t try to pry them open,
Never mind knock upon your doors.
Truth is that there’s no reason for me to even see your face anymore.
But I need you ears and I need them now I’ve got something to say,
I’m not here today to win you back just to remind you that.
Sure as the rain starts to fall,
Yes I’ll always remember you dear.
And though we don’t talk anymore.
I was crazy for you; yes I was crazy for you, that’s for sure.
Nothings ever easy, I think we both know that it’s true.
I was convinced you loved me, and I was pretty sure that I loved you too,
When was our final moment whats your favourite might have beens.
When was my fatal error that changed the way you thought of me ever since.
Cos I made you smile and I made you laugh, i made nice gestures and surprised you enough?
But I made you come, but I made you cry,
I wish this was true but I’m not gonna lie.
So sure as the rain starts to fall,
Yes I’ll always remember you close
And though we don’t touch anymore.
I was crazy for you; I’m still crazy for you, that’s for sure.
Still crazy for you, still crazy for you, still crazy for you
This lyric kinda hit me right in the heart. God. This guy is amazing. Paulo Nutini, you just know how to touch a girl's heart.
sigh.
Shut me out completely,
That would not be such a sin.
Lock up every entry,
Make sure that there’s no way for me to get in
Won’t try to pry them open,
Never mind knock upon your doors.
Truth is that there’s no reason for me to even see your face anymore.
But I need you ears and I need them now I’ve got something to say,
I’m not here today to win you back just to remind you that.
Sure as the rain starts to fall,
Yes I’ll always remember you dear.
And though we don’t talk anymore.
I was crazy for you; yes I was crazy for you, that’s for sure.
Nothings ever easy, I think we both know that it’s true.
I was convinced you loved me, and I was pretty sure that I loved you too,
When was our final moment whats your favourite might have beens.
When was my fatal error that changed the way you thought of me ever since.
Cos I made you smile and I made you laugh, i made nice gestures and surprised you enough?
But I made you come, but I made you cry,
I wish this was true but I’m not gonna lie.
So sure as the rain starts to fall,
Yes I’ll always remember you close
And though we don’t touch anymore.
I was crazy for you; I’m still crazy for you, that’s for sure.
Still crazy for you, still crazy for you, still crazy for you
This lyric kinda hit me right in the heart. God. This guy is amazing. Paulo Nutini, you just know how to touch a girl's heart.
sigh.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Happy Birthday
Happy 22nd Birthday to you, Raimizad Ariff.
You're old, and yes you look much older with that hair and boroi tummy of yours.
Haha. Pak Tam.
You're old, and yes you look much older with that hair and boroi tummy of yours.
Haha. Pak Tam.
Good Good
Dunno when la I'm gonna meet up with him again?
Hahahaha. But hopefully soon la. At least this time it's gonna be just the two.
Can talk more I guess. ;p
Anyways surprisingly been in no mood to blog la lately.Dunno why?
Maybe cause nothing much is happening lately. Heh.
Talk to you lovelies soon! Smooch smooch. xx :)
Hahahaha. But hopefully soon la. At least this time it's gonna be just the two.
Can talk more I guess. ;p
Anyways surprisingly been in no mood to blog la lately.Dunno why?
Maybe cause nothing much is happening lately. Heh.
Talk to you lovelies soon! Smooch smooch. xx :)
Monday, January 11, 2010
Just so you know
Mingling is good. :)
I'm quite occupied with...let's just say, the line of communication with a certain someone?Hahaha.
I'm quite occupied with...let's just say, the line of communication with a certain someone?Hahaha.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Work it!
I can say that I am proud of myself that I'm moving forward much faster that I thought I could. And that's something that I should be happy and giddy about. Indeed I am :) How can I say this...hmm. I miss being in a relationship, but when I think back on all the dramas and shits and whatnots, glad that I backed off from it before it's too late to be saved. Being single for now gives me the time to cleanse out all the unnecessary thinking and feelings, and yeah, sure, what I had,for sure it will be cherished forever, but I'm loving my life more now.Makes me realize that I gotta start appreciating the littlest things to appreciate the bigger ones. Turning 22 in 5 months time, pejam celik pejam celik..dah 22. I can do this baby! Gettin jiggy with it! Work your life out for this year Syaza! GAMBATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha.
Let's spread the love for two zero zero ten. :)
Let's spread the love for two zero zero ten. :)
Sexy Love
Had quite a great night with Naya, Sheens and Dan just now even though Dan went upstairs right before the closing! hahaha. Spontaneous acts like this la baru best, cannot plan-plan, in the end confirm 95% tak jadi! Werner's was not bad though tonight. And Naya, out gila okay the guy. Luckily we moved a bit further from him hahaha.
I am still in awe over Ne-yo's concert two days back. It was absolutely divine to see him live singing all the songs that I've been swooning and crying and dancing all these while. He clearly knew how to please the crowd with his charms and the voice, NOT to forget. Thank you Ne-yo for singing the 'Single' song for all the single ladies out there, you were the boyfriend of the night alright. And yeah, was glad that I went with the sister, gets us closer than ever and we rocked the night didn't we?
On a random note, I seriously seriously miss Sabah like hell man! So gonna go there soon with the family, and hopefully this time I'll be getting a license for scuba diving!! Sabah, wait for me baby! I dig guys who love the beach. hehe. Randomness, again. Life's all about being random baby! choweeeechowww!
I am still in awe over Ne-yo's concert two days back. It was absolutely divine to see him live singing all the songs that I've been swooning and crying and dancing all these while. He clearly knew how to please the crowd with his charms and the voice, NOT to forget. Thank you Ne-yo for singing the 'Single' song for all the single ladies out there, you were the boyfriend of the night alright. And yeah, was glad that I went with the sister, gets us closer than ever and we rocked the night didn't we?
On a random note, I seriously seriously miss Sabah like hell man! So gonna go there soon with the family, and hopefully this time I'll be getting a license for scuba diving!! Sabah, wait for me baby! I dig guys who love the beach. hehe. Randomness, again. Life's all about being random baby! choweeeechowww!
Monday, January 4, 2010
Bzzzzz
Say whattttttttt?
It's 4th of January already?
Reality bites! Ouch!
Sigh. How time FLIES. like the lalat2 buzzing away so fast?
yeah like that lah. haha.
anywho, a few days of 2010...hmm
I can say myself that it ain't that bad at all!
Seriously. Mingling around,getting to know new people :)
Life's smooth for now,alhamdulillah
I'm kinda psyched for classes though,
But obviously dreading to go back to sucky Shah Alam (for sure,for sure)
Oh well.I have no choice, do I?
Met up with Sheens 2 nights ago,
Was so happy to see her, it's been quite a while kan bimbo!
And yeaaahhh definitely tak cukup bergossip!no worries
Obviously I'm gonna see you around baby.
Anywho. I don't know what else to crap about for now
so yeah, better go before I start crappin the hell awayyyyyyyyy
haha.
chowdedooo! xoxo
It's 4th of January already?
Reality bites! Ouch!
Sigh. How time FLIES. like the lalat2 buzzing away so fast?
yeah like that lah. haha.
anywho, a few days of 2010...hmm
I can say myself that it ain't that bad at all!
Seriously. Mingling around,getting to know new people :)
Life's smooth for now,alhamdulillah
I'm kinda psyched for classes though,
But obviously dreading to go back to sucky Shah Alam (for sure,for sure)
Oh well.I have no choice, do I?
Met up with Sheens 2 nights ago,
Was so happy to see her, it's been quite a while kan bimbo!
And yeaaahhh definitely tak cukup bergossip!no worries
Obviously I'm gonna see you around baby.
Anywho. I don't know what else to crap about for now
so yeah, better go before I start crappin the hell awayyyyyyyyy
haha.
chowdedooo! xoxo
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Twenty 10 :)
One door has been closed. Au Revoir 2009.
I must say 2009 wasn't the year for me.
No need to go in too deep on that one.
Enough is enough, and let bygones be BYGONES. :)
To start off, Hello 2010! Hehehe
I got a good feeling about this year.Insyallah :)
Trying my best to let all the positive vibes in
and to lessen the negative ones, if possible.
Ended the few hours of 2009 with a good bang and a good feeling
to the promising 2010, not bad for me
And started off with a good bang too!
New hair colour! woot woot.
Say hello to a much better Syaza. :) Good things will come in my way for sure! Insyallah. Another year to be MUCH wiser.
Change is indeed, a good thing. Happy happy happy, hot hot hot! =p
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