Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Let's Go Baby


Off we go to the Greek island?

Frontin'

Quite a happy night last night. heheh. And dammit those girlfriends of mine embarrassed me like hell. Gonna get you people soon. heh.

Well. One can just wish and wish. Aish.

;)

Monday, October 26, 2009

Please

I need some excitement in life.
Sigh =S
And I wanna shop like crazy at Cotton On
but now dah ada at One Utama, I'm sure there will be so many of em wearing the same kind
Haiyo.
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Exam's like 6 days time
As usual I am on the procrastinator's side
haha.
Insyallah I wanna finish up my notes on Criminal and Land a.s.a.p!
Then concentrate on past years.
Okay this might sound really really random
But I love it when a guy looks you straight in the eyes, the kinda guy who notices even the smallest littlest things about you.
Somewhat mysterious. uuuuu. hehe. i want ;p

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Happy Birthday!


Happy 21st Birthday dearest Safwah Balqis, love you always always. <3

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Girlfriends






First and foremost, I wanna wish my girlfriend, Okky Pradita Arsanti a Happy 22nd Birthday!! Her birthday was on the 22nd of October, 2 days back. Went for her birthday dinner last night at Michaelangelo's in Solaris. Just the 5 of us, simple yet as usual, fun =). It's been a while we haven't had a proper hanging-out session, and it was all goooood. The food was yummy, and mind you, pictures were taken like there are no other camwhores in the whole wide world man. hahaha ;p. non-stop snap to the snap!

Anyways,had a little tiramisu cake for her and she was all giddy after seeing it.heheh comel la kau. Dahla Nisa and I trying so hard to cover up and she kept on asking and asking why we haven't paid the bill yet.Aiyoooo yennadey, pandai2 laaa agak! =p Went to Ttdi Plaza for a quick stop of dancing. Was not bad la the place, but the crowd wasn't that tantalizing. hahaha. Even if it was for a while, suffice to say I had quite a blast dancing with em. It's been a while laaa girlfriends! After finals, let's let's ;)

I'm glad that things are back to normal with Hayati and Okky. At least takdalah rasa too awkward whenever nak hang, and different cliques and all. I love you bitches so much, and no one can replace you babes, for that matter. ;) Long live the ttdians! heh. Now this is what I call a good distraction for MYSELF and STUDIES! (only till tomorrow, after Aqish's birthday dinner, then I gotta read,read,read and oh READ.)

Girlfriends. They never fail to make you go wild and happy.(: xoxo

Friday, October 23, 2009

Shoot Me

It ain't easy being easy.

Open Your Heart

Open Your Heart
By Mastin Kipp

Open your heart
To Love
To life
To living in the moment
By allowing what is to be
And what you know to be true
To come forth
Hold the space of Trust
In the best and
The worst circumstances
The circumstances and happenings of your life
Are a great Divine recipe for your Soul's perfection
Do not judge any of it
Accept it, go with it
And change what you want
By changing your thoughts about
How you interpret the comings and goings
See it all as being for you
Even what you think is the worst
A time will come, when you will finally see
The contents of this moment as the biggest
Gift
The greatest act of
Grace
Open your heart
Trust each moment, see it's perfection
And dive into the intoxicating bliss
Of trusting Love through
ALL OF IT

indeed it is. =)

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Sweet Tangerine


Love this look from LC :)
Simple yet elegant

Gemini Baby

My horoscope for today :


Daily Singles:

Opposites may be extra attractive now, so be open to unusual types and use your versatile smarts to find out more about them. A few open-ended questions could end up in sweet agreement
maybe baby.hoho.

Likewise


Sometimes when we love someone too much
We tend to fall out of love.
And that's just so true, because you know that somehow,no matter what
the circumstances are, the love for that someone is undeniably strong and so pure.
But up until the point where you have fallen out of love, that's when it hits you real hard.


To actually fall in love is easy.
To really know what love is? Takes forever.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

The Truth That Matters Most

=)

Alhamdulillah. I am super thankful and glad to have a bunch of people that I love who can spare their little time towards me to just say that everything's gonna be alright and that I'm gonna do fine on my own despite the shits that has happened lately. Thank you for caring enough for me,for your concern, through the good and the bad.Those times when you least expect for your friends to be there for you, that's when they'll bounce right back in your life to make it okay.

I'm gonna be okay. The small steps that I'm taking now will lead to bigger steps and next thing I know, I'm looking forward and I'm gonna walk up on that path where my heart leads me. And that's when I'll look back and realize that it isn't always about regretting and the I-Should-Have-Been, I-Could-Have, and If-only thoughts. I gotta start MINGLING like shit yo. Like, seriously. I'm back on track and bring it on baby! ;)

hello single people! hahahaha.

*The least you expect things to happen,
That's when the unexpected happens and you're gonna be surprised
When somehow it'll make you happy one day.

Future Love, I'll See You Soon. =) =)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

words left unspoken

fuck you.

=)


I seriously find Ryan Reynolds so intriguing and handsomely witty.
:)

I love love love watching Definitely Maybe over and over again, and especially when he's in it. ;) you make me melt laaaa Ryan. heheh.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Sleepy

I've never felt this sleepy and this tired before. Well, I mean not for a long time. Been sleep deprived for 2 weeks straight and without proper rest, I think I can pengsan already. And still next week I gotta get ready for a quiz,an assignment and a test! All in a row. urgh. Finals coming real soon, and I gotta buck up real hard for this semester. Been fooling around too much lah you Syaza. Not good. Today was quite slow for me. But felt good as finally I was able to fulfill my wants and needs of having a retail therapy. Been searching for "the" grey jeans and found one at Topshop =) hehe. Strolled around OU with Mama, had sushi at Sushi Zanmai and went back. After that had to buy Tokmak lamb chop as she had been craving for it.

I was sort of lost in my own little world again this afternoon. I really gotta stop all these crap for my own good.People close to me will know what I am ranting of. I need changes in life. I wanna be able to smile everyday again to know that I am looking forward to something exciting, something sweet.

Time heals everything.

No real definition of LIFE.





Life has too much to offer, and it's full or surprises.
Learn to live life as it is.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Perfect Lullaby

I miss having someone who would tell me that everything is gonna be alright
And that the world revolves only around the two of us and no one else
I want a guy who is beautifully imperfect in his own way


Someday,somehow. Insyallah.
Allah is great.Believe in miracles baby.

Monday, October 12, 2009

joss stone,you're a sucker for words

I'm spoiled
By your love boy
No matter how I try to change my mind
What's the point it's just a waste of time
I'm spoiled by your touch boy
The love you give is just too hard to find

I want,I need.



Nak please?

Sweet Dream, or A Beautiful Nightmare?

Funny how my thoughts are scattered all over my mind and yet,literally speaking,seems kinda hard to let it all out.i have countless of wishes to wish for,hopes to hope for,dreams to dream of,and the list goes on and on and on.at this exact moment,i have no idea why i keep on thinking of things that i am not supposed to even think or to even bother.and i keep on wondering why does the heart and the mind are totally two different things altogether and somehow it can't be connected at all. the mind tells you this, but the heart tells you that.the mind controls what you think,what you do, and the heart tells you directly on how and what you feel.your instincts,your guts,your beliefs,all those that are real and true.obviously i can't neglect both.

but lately,the heart is doing its job by telling me that behind all the smiles,the happy face,something is missing somewhere.and it can't seem to tell what it is but yeah.it gives you the feeling of numbness and at the same time you feel like shaking it off and to never let it come back.

okay.back to reality.what was stated above seemed like i was on cloud nine or something.so high that i think too much until i blurted out random things that i don't even know what i wrote.haha.dang.another random thing,i am glad and thankful that i have a few (a few would be sufficient,who would want that many?) people in my life,mainly very very very good friends of mine,besides family that is, that i consider as friends for keeps.including a certain someone who has been there for me through, you name it,the rockiest journey to the happiest moment in my life, and that certain someone has put up with my shits and everything too.Now that's what I call a friend for keeps.it's really hard to find someone,especially the ones who would listen to even the lamest,stupidest rants to the disastrous emotional dramas.but that someone certainly was there for me.and i thank you for that.so much.i never thought that up to the point where i just know i can't even turn to anyone else,not even myself.but you were there when i needed you.you kinda made me fall back to my own two feet and to let me realize that there's more to life than the pointless drama i was going through,of all the past months and shits.

Seriously speaking, you are just truly someone that I know I can rely on,in whatever the circumstances may be. :)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Suffice To Say

What a bloody hectic and crazy week it was man.phew.seriously the work's killing my a** off like shittos.first it was lrm, had to edit a few stuff from the draft that we sent earlier to Madam Mazlina to be checked and everything.and thank god my land class was cancelled for this week as my lecturer had to attend a seminar kat mana entah.so 1 burden off the shoulder and no test for this week.heheh.then there was the annoying individual assignment that we need to submit based on the environmental seminar that we attended last week.and mati mati ingatkan had to send like on friday as well.plus with the mooting and whatnot,can pengsan jugak lah.well on my mooting part, i fumbled a bit in explaining my case, whereby i was supposedly to state the 1st held of the judgment instead of the second one.god dammit.but overall,okaylah.anyways i gotta choose between 2 firms for my attachment in november.both are papa's friends, uncle shahrom and uncle godfrey,and he's indian.at first i wanted to choose uncle shahrom since he has worked with zaid ibrahim before.yea la the dude got so many partners right.but damn far la the firm, in old klang road okay! gila apa nak go there with the massive jam and whatnot,fuhhh,balik-balik aja sure dah moody,tired and all.tak naklah.

on the other hand,uncle godfrey ni pulak, well,he's indian right.not to discriminate or what,don't get me wronglah,but you know how indians can be,the way they talk and how they bring themselves up is different.even he told papa "Well if your daughter wanna do an attachment with me make sure she's prepared to be a multitasker and be ready to be shouted at". WTFFFFFFFFFFFF.hearing THAT alone made me feel nervous like shittos.haha.oh well.luckily elli wanna work with me.so yeah at least got some company and we can be gossip partners during lunchtime like we used to!hehehe.=p anyways, I'm so thankful that my new maid has arrived. The old one gotta quit due to some marriage problems.haih.but alhamduillah :)

by the way, i'm kinda excited for beyonce's arrival soon! i bet the concert's gonna shake up all the booties in the stadium!haha.i don't care, i'm gonna dance like nobody's business.for sure.and i'll definitely cry my eyeballs out when she sings Dangerously In Love, Flaws and All and Broken-Hearted Girl. Daaaaaamn.haha. oh well! luckily I know most of her songs so takdalah nak menggelabah to sing kan.hahaha. All the single ladies, all the single ladies, now put your HANDS UP! =) GIRLPOWER BABYYYYYYYY. xoxo

Friday, October 9, 2009

Laugh Out Loud

i can't help but to pity her.

hahahaha.

kesian, kesian and kesian. poor you.