Nothing like good ol' girlfriends

The love I got for these peeps are irreplaceable indeed! ;) Awesome, awesome night with my girlfriends for Miya's advanced 22nd birthday dinner @ Bijan Restaurant, Changkat. And the dancing was worth it,ain't it? xoxo

One of the oldest

To my dearest Safwah Balqis,

We go wayyyyyyyyyy back before
And I'm really glad that we're standing still, close as ever
Till today.

Love you hangak! :) xoxo

The thing about guys

Guys ni kan one thing.
They tend to make us hate em like shit gila punya
But at the end of the day somehow mesti must think about em.
No matter how much we hate to admit it
Some girls can't LIVE without guys
Some girls can live without em (not for a lifetime la obviously)

Well truthfully speaking,
I am so glad that I am not one of em who can't at all live without em.
Still gotta learn more about myself in order for me to evaluate
on how and what they are like
and..how they treat girls these days.

Guys, buat girls pening all the time.
And vice versa.

Sheesh.

Uh Oh

About what I posted earlier about Mr S.
Somehow I don't feel the spark.
Damn nigga!
Hmmmmmmmmmm. God my feelings nowadays can change just like that!

GASP!

Of Things

It's like 5.49 a.m in the morning and yetttt I am awake!Haha
Not that I was up infront of the lappy for hours
Just came back from karaoke-ing with the housemates
Fifa brought along her friends yang I tak kenal
So macam potong sikit laaa but oh well at least I got to sing a few songs!
Hihihi.
Anywho, am quite relieved as 2 out of 5 tests have been completed
But nak tengok resultnya nanti don't know la what it's like. Gasp!
Went to this law annual party thingy called No Wine and Cheese party
and surprise surprise, since I have gone to 2 of em,
but somehow was too lazy to go to the recent one.
Tengok-tengok bila I told some peeps I macam malas gila nak mati nak pergi
They were being super emo about it like it's such a big deal!
Setakat party like that aja kottttt.apa la yang significant sangat
(haven't been significant since the first one,except for some parts of it.hahah)
But somehow I ENDED UP GOING. Lambat la of course.
nak pergi awal tak dapat la jack. haha.
Fetty pun was not sure of going but gamble aja pergi
theme pun nak rockstar but what the heckkkk
memang takla nak follow the theme.baju apa pun tak bring.
Nasib laaaa I went for a while je. hoho

Anyways.
Hmmmmmmmmm.
Mister S sorta like told me he tersuka me in a way
Cause I was asking him what made him wanna continue up till now
in communicating with me.
Started off mingling, but hmmmmmm.
Maybe I gotta go out more often in order to get to know him better
Who knows? =)
He's a great dude. Have been nice to me all along so yeah
Mingling is good.


On another note!
I added up my looooooooooooong time puppy love
hahahahahahaha.
Gosh. That was like what man..10 or 11 years ago?
Itu pun I got to know him through my sister
which was his petsister last time.
But he looks more good looking now I guess.
Alah biasala tu. We've grown up what. LOL.
Gila nak tergelak whenever I think about me being with him
The time when we were super innocent and acted like puppies in love
God, it made me wonder how fast time flies by
And the changes that have outgrown in me.


YIKES! I'm gonna be 22 in June. Time REALLY flies by.

That Spark.

* There are two kinds of sparks, the one that goes off with a hitch like a match, but it burns quickly. The other is the kind that needs time, but when the flame strikes... it's eternal.


Exactly. When the flame strikes, it's definitely ETERNAL. :)

Just Go

I think I should totally erase everything that has got to do with him totally out from my life.
After all, what's the worth in it?
I won't be getting anything out of it
So why bother much about these unnecessary thoughts?
Since both of them are pretty much the same (baru nak up)
Being friends, after all, was the last thing that came across my mind
FORTUNATELY.
I "thought" I was ready to really be good with him.
But I can't fight what I feel kan.
Till now I still have vengeance and hatred towards him
And it has never fade away since.
So yeah go figure.

Baffle

Somehow you tend to realize that there will always be people that take you for granted, whoever it may be. And the one who is experiencing it right now,obviously is ME. FML. Go on and take things and people for granted, for all I care. You'll get it back in return, no worries.

The Understanding Bit

Apa yang orang tak tahu.
And only I know for sure.
Nak bagitahu people close to me, but they won't understand.

No Excuse

Why must it still be lingering in my head?
Aishhhhhhhhh. Memang a distraction betul la.
On a random note, MALAYSIA PANAS NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA LAAAA sekarangggggggggggggg.
Bahang lebih. aiyoooo.

This Is How We Roll.

Had quite a great night last night with Aqish,Weed and Miera. Was getting quite bored hanging out at Laundry Bar so we decided to go jalan2 in KL. Takda kerja, then suddenly, not to my surprise, Weed gave an idea to hop in Werner's for a while. Haha. Baju punya la tak suitable, but what the heck we went in sekejap. Twas the shortest hop in ever. Lol. Anyways. Twas a great night out :)

Have fun in Indonesia Aqish! Balik bawak ole-ole please. =p . Aight,am out to search for a new bag! :) xx

Babyface

Hmmmm.
I am contemplating on which seat I'm buying for Babyface's concert.
Either RM253 or RM353.
Keluar duit laaaaaaaaagiiiiiiiiii.
Can pengsan la like this.
Asked Pops already for Ne-yo's hari tu.
Now ask Moms pulak?Haha.
But. It's Babyface. How can I not go!
Can merana jugak lah if tak pergi.

Harus pergi! Whatever it is! =p

Take It Or Leave It

The only time you run out of chances is when you stop taking them.

aaaaaaaaaa

Retail therapy needed. FAST!

To whom it may concern

Fuck the fucking hell off.

Nama pun uptown. Everything you do semua fits the criteria of people yang baru nak up.God, look in the mirror and reflect yourself a bit boleh? Poor uptown. Gelabah nak mampos.Dahla perampas.Gatal.Padahal tak lawa. Kesian betul la orang macam kau.

Map of the Problematique

I wanna date older guys.
Don't get me wrong. Not the "old" of the other meaning.lol.
The one who's matured enough to think that love consists of just both of us and nothing and no one else matters.
The one who can guide me through life.
The one who simply knows how to handle me at my best and most of all, at my worst.

I love you, Paulo Nutini.

Still Crazy

Shut me out completely,
That would not be such a sin.
Lock up every entry,
Make sure that there’s no way for me to get in
Won’t try to pry them open,
Never mind knock upon your doors.
Truth is that there’s no reason for me to even see your face anymore.

But I need you ears and I need them now I’ve got something to say,
I’m not here today to win you back just to remind you that.

Sure as the rain starts to fall,
Yes I’ll always remember you dear.
And though we don’t talk anymore.
I was crazy for you; yes I was crazy for you, that’s for sure.

Nothings ever easy, I think we both know that it’s true.
I was convinced you loved me, and I was pretty sure that I loved you too,
When was our final moment whats your favourite might have beens.
When was my fatal error that changed the way you thought of me ever since.

Cos I made you smile and I made you laugh, i made nice gestures and surprised you enough?
But I made you come, but I made you cry,
I wish this was true but I’m not gonna lie.

So sure as the rain starts to fall,
Yes I’ll always remember you close
And though we don’t touch anymore.
I was crazy for you; I’m still crazy for you, that’s for sure.
Still crazy for you, still crazy for you, still crazy for you


This lyric kinda hit me right in the heart. God. This guy is amazing. Paulo Nutini, you just know how to touch a girl's heart.

sigh.