Hidden Treasure

i feel like going far far away on my own.somewhere quiet. serene. that has tranquility in it.
no one else but me. no one can judge me,no one can know what i really feel inside and out. no one is able to tell me this and that. nothing.

sure, there are times when i am alone and i feel the need of a company.
whenever i am alone on my own, sometimes i do feel the loneliness that creeps in.
but you know. at the end of the day, whatever you do,whatever you feel, wherever you
are, you are all alone by yourself,literally speaking. even if there are many people around you, somehow you tend to be in your own world and you wouldn't be bothered by what other people are doing, let alone thinking.


i'm in this phase whereby i say to myself, it's okay to be alone.it's okay to seek help within yourself and to not think that those around you will always be there for you. it's okay to pick up the pieces where you've left off and put it back on in your life and just go on with it. it's okay to criticize yourself when you know that you have the ability and the freedom to think or do anything you want with yourself. and it's totally okay to make mistakes in life as it is one of the essential ingredients in life that you gotta learn. HARD.


and one thing for sure, it's okay to reminisce, to feel the need to cry, to feel vulnerable and overwhelmed by what has happened, be it about my studies, my family, friends, love life, and, life itself. one gotta live each day like it is your last day, and to treat life like a book, to start each day with a new page, and when good or bad events happen in your life, you start and end every chapter with different meanings. and when you're at your last chapter of the book, the final words, Insyallah, will be a heartwarming ending, so that when you look back, although there are rough edges along the way, you'll know that you've done good and you can smile and say, "There. That's the ending I've always hoped and wished for, and it finally came to my senses how it's supposed to end." End it with a smile, and be proud for whatever small or big achievements you've made and will make throughout the story of your own life.

*You'll never know a good thing till it's gone.

* You gotta live like you're dying.

Life, oh life.